tears of the world

Forgive me,For I did not know.
'Cause I was just a boy And you were so much more

Than any god could ever plan, More than a woman or a man.
And now I understand how much I took from you:
That, when everything starts breaking down,
You take the pieces off the ground And show this wicked town
something beautiful and new.

You think that Luck Has left you there.
But maybe there's nothing up in the sky but air.

And there's no mystical design,
No cosmic lover preassigned.
There's nothing you can find that can not be found.
'Cause with all the changes you've been through
It seems the stranger's always you.
Alone again in some new
Wicked little town.

So when you've got no other choice
You know you can follow my voice
Through the dark turns and noise
Of this wicked little town.
Oh it's a wicked, little town.
Goodbye, wicked little town.

久しぶりに見ると本当に忘れてたものを思い出した。きっとこの作品にはたくさんの人のたくさんの想いが込められてて、そしてその想いによって私の想いは代弁されてるんだ。おととし監督のジョンキャメロンミッチェルに送ろうと思って作ってた絵本の一ページが出て来た。心に心を入れ直してから、もういっかい創るの挑戦しようとおもう。あー地球大好き。人間大好き。

"何も知らなかった僕を許しておくれ
僕はほんの子供で君はあまりにも素敵だったから
神が考えうるどんな人間よりも　女とか、男以上に
運に見放されたって君は思ってるけど
きっと天空には空気しかないのさ"

xxx